tiring hols~

and there goes my one week hols...lol...i remembered my big bro use to tell my mom:

'if you ever see a michelle with nothing to do, that's not michelle.'

lol...actually quite true also la...i mean...come to think of it...i've not been like REALLY RESTING for like quite some time already...years maybe...lol...like example after spm...within three weeks without any REAL proper rest 'swoop~' here i am...studying the course i-strongly-believe-chosen-by-God...lol...and not just that...church...assignments...student council(though seriously i kinda feel bad for not been able to do anything for the sc...{ ' ^ ', })...family...looks as if there's nothing much to do huh...wait till you're in my shoes...it's like every single day there really is not much space for me to laze around...lol...

yeaterday the youths had an acticity...where we gathered at the i-called-it-th-youth-room room and so-called-''make lantern''...lol...basically since the mid-autumn festival is near...and the ''happy hour''(which means something like a gathering fellowship thingy...)is officially launched...and since i'm in charge of the whole thing...i kinda thought of like making lanterns and having a BBQ near outside church...but because somehow i dont know why...i just couldnt find the right source on how to make a lantern...so in the end...i decided let's just use a glass as the base and sort of 'make' it into a lantern...lol...

bad planning though...first of all...i know i've over budgeted(that...i've already anticipated...lol...)...then...i'm still so use to the do-things-alone habit...haih...i dont know why...but every time when i'm given a task to do somehow i felt i kinda took the whole responsibility onto myself and i'll end up planning and preparing the materials all alone...maybe i'm use to doing things alone??or maybe all i want is just to see the youths enjoying themselves without any need to do anything??or maybe i just dont know what to give the youths to do??lol...and because of that...very very bad planning...lol...but at least thank God...though some of the youths are clearly almost bored to death...most of them enjoyed the 'lantern making thingy'...lol...and when it comes to the BBQing...man...i tell you ...without calvin/kelvin(i dont know what's the spelling...but obviously it sounds the same...lol...)we can just say bye-bye to dinner...lol...they really did superb when it comes to bringing our the best in the coals...lol... :P

before that thanks to sarah yang...while we're trying hard to bring the coals on fire...she kinda had the youths do some stuffs to keep them occupied...thank God...@.@~~and when they're finally finished...tada~~~~fire is ready and food...ready to be cooked...lol...and everybody had their share...or so i hope...my mom actually came too...to see and half-support...lol... :D

was a bit discourage actually...cz felt as if i did not do a good job in the organizing wise...and missed a lot of things like the drinks...forgot that there's salad and did not prepare any fork or spoons...seeing some of the youths like dint really enjoy the art and craft thingy...dint thought of 'distributing' jobs to the others...forgot that i'm not alone...i know we learn through experience...but still...i do have certain expectations from and for myself...so...yea...if i'm given something to do...i want to do it properly...lol...but one thing comforts me...and that is to see the youths all(ok la...not all but 2/3 of them...)gather at the 'stove' and have their fellowship there...i mean...they were like turning the food here and there...spreading sauces and spreads(actually there's only BBQ sauce...butter and honey...lol...)and chatting and laughing...gives me a very warm and very family-like scene...a big family...

am very glad some youths who i did not expect to come came... :D no pics yet...but soon...i hope...lol...btw...the 'lanterns' made was voted by the church congregation...and well well...God always make things interesting doesnt HE...hah...the 'zi bei' group actually got 1st~!!congrates...lol... :)

and now i'm just wondering...if i were given a chance...how should i relax myself???

maybe i should just...

go to some beach and have a tan or two like the pic above...lol...

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maybe sleeping by the pool's better...

but since i'm still 'P-less'...which is better??

get a relaxing machine...

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or just find a spot on the couch and have my nap...

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but i guess the best way and the laziest way to relax would be just

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slumber on the sofa with a tv remote and some snacks or two and laze around like nobody's business...lol... :DD

oh how wonderful if i could ever do that...lol... :D